Monday, September 26, 2005
i'm backk lorhhs. for awhile nia larhhs. kaes. gtg lerhh buaiix. wishh moii psle gudd luckk lohhs. ^^
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3:08 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashitemou ikkai mou ikkai
dareka no kitai ni zutto kotae
homerarerunoga suki nano desuka?
naritai jibun wo surikaetemo
egao wa itsudemo suteki desuka?
hajimaridake yume mite okiru
sono saki nara itsuka jibun no ude de
souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
zurui otona wa deau tabi
atama gohashi na sekkyou dake
jibun wo sunao ni dasenaku natte
kizutsukinagara sugu ni togatte
atarashii kaze mikata ni tsukete
sagashite iinda itsuka aoi tori wo
souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
namida no ato ni wa nazeka fukkireta
sora ni niji ga deru you ni shizen na koto
ame wa agatta
dakara daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama
sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
kiminara kitto yareru shinjite ite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
mou ikkai mou iikai?
[[crazifiedd]]
ness jie. 080905.14:56
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2:55 PM
i tinkk i mus go for checkup liaiox. everydayy moii freakingg haiir is falling off. tmd.. surprisedd gt daryl tagg mii? actually, is nt really dat daryl. is from beatty derhh. hees.
i tot abt him n i tinkk its best to let him go. i dunno y. but, for myself, him n moii psle. i didn't lykk him animore..[[crazifiedd]]
nest jie. 080905.12:09
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12:07 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
hahaa. todayy go watchh san ge hao ren. farnyy manx. den laughh v loudlyy n talkk vehh loudly...[lang jia hum ah lang jia hum ahlang pang saii lang pang saiihum jia saii ah hum jia saii ahlang jia hum lang jia hum]lol. KM askedd heii go,he gt tuition. sho he was will be scoldedd(kanaa scolded is luckyy niiax.) by mum, sure one. his tuition teacherr calledd his mum den KM gif him "jing shen shang de gu li" LAME.. ^^haiix. sitting here, tinkin abt de past. i rememberedd how i cried, laughedd, sharedd moments wif him. esp de nite talkks. i wonderr will it everr happen again. gawd... will u gif mii a chance if de past can be gone overr again?? haiix. sumtyms, i gave myself unnesscery pressure, stress. bcos of him. m i falling for him. falling over AGAIN? no. i won't. i will nv. my psle is de important one first. he has given mii luckk n toldd mii nt to tiink of him as it wudd distract mii from scoring highh markks lyk him. haiix. i will to aniting. jus aniting, to nt tiink abt dis.haiix. i'm so freakedd out now.jus now i went hm, i saw sam, yu zhi n alan. pharkk. but i still tinkk sam n tekk korr steadd lehh. hahahahahaa. fangg arhh, i dun lyk him lerhh. so when he walk pass de bbc, dun askk mii to look at him horr. haiix.miixedd feelings towardds u. dayy by dayy. hurtin inside_____x[[crazifiedd]]trust mii. ness jiie. 070905 17:13
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4:58 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
arghh. so tiredd. jus wanna eat shyt n dropp deadd. hahaa. jus now go playy lan wif chloe. moii ms crazifiedd wan to delete liiaox. train new one. siiaox. i mean, de charac name is siiaox. ^^ den playy for lykk, 2 hrs? stopp. den chloe kanaa naggedd by mum.. den i sat de wrong train hm. supposedd to headd for harbourfront, i headedd for punggol.. so i droppedd off at hougang n went de otherr wayy. i suppose dat chloe aso go wrong wayy.. hahaa. den i go change bakk to skuu u n walkedd hm. it took quite a long tym to decide where to go. ps wif shar, WY, KM, fiona or kovan wif chloe.
on teacher's dayy, we went to look for ms toh. chun hei, zu xiang, mei xuan, fu zhi, thidar, shu e, yi jue n i. from 2pm till 9.30+.. hahaa. fun manx. budden until now, sii heii haven ans moii ques. maybe dat ques shudd nv been askedd. haiix.
dese few dayys, heaven hm is lyk jail. kenot eat, kenot slpp, kenot go out. studyy studyy studyy all da wayy. haiix. siianx. jin tian gan gan de liu chu qu da lan.. hahahaa.
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2:52 PM